What shall I do with my wings now?

Maher Kheir Maher Kheir is a poet from Lebanon.   He read his poem "What shall I do with my wings now?" in Arabic while Australian poet Hal Judge read the poem in English.

 

Absence…

My shadows which are tougher than

Our wooden door

Slam on doors…


My eyes roam in our space

Like blind bats.

Your forgotten phantoms

Adorn themselves with the crimson

Of our sofa

To make me laugh sometimes

Yet they laugh at me


The walls swell like your chest

When it pulses with your heart.

Whenever I rest…

Like vagabond birds

At the end of the night…


What shall I do with my wings now ?

After I promised I would fly with you

And they grow larger than clouds.

Now I know the meaning of your departure,

Now I know the depth of tragedy:

There is no difference between death and absence.